Setiap perhubungan yang dijalin menyinar segar kehidupan kita
Bisa mengeluarkan manusia dari gelap kepada cahaya
Jalannya payah perlukan kesabaran
Jika perhubungan itulah yang membawa sinar,
maka perhubungan itulah yang perlu dijaga.
"Pencinta umpama lilin."
Ah, mungkin bukan perumpamaan yang baik
Seorang pencinta boleh terbakar bukan kerana berkorban
Tetapi terkorban kerana hilang kepedulian ke atas tuntutan kepada diri sendiri.
Seorang pencinta bukan sekadar tahu-tahu
kemudian menyibukkan diri memberitahu
lalu mudah alpa ke atas diri sendiri
Pencinta inilah yang sering menjadi lilin.
Bezanya pula menjadi lampu pelita
menyinarkan cahaya untuk orang lain
dengan apa yang ada pada dirinya
Dirinya diberikan hak seperti yang sepatutnya
agar boleh terus bekerja dan berusaha.
Ilmunya, masanya, tenaganya, semua ini menghasilkan sinar.
Yang dikorbankan adalah kepentingan diri merugikan
bukan terkorban diri kerana sibuk memberi
Terbakar itu adalah pengorbanan diri
dan bukan mangsa korban diri
Kepada yang alpa menjadi lilin,
janganlah dirimu terang hanya sepetang.
Berusaha menjadi lampu yang sentiasa mengisi diri
dengan bahan bakar untuk terus bercahaya.
Terbakarnya berterusan menghasilkan kebaikan
dan terus menerus berkorban
bukan tamat kerana mangsa korban
korban sendiri yang alpa terhadap diri.
Manusia yang tidak memiliki
adalah manusia yang alpa diri
tidaklah dia mampu hidup memberi.
Salamsss.
Hurmmmmmm....talking about being strong and focus, I kinda remember something which had happened last month, when I was extremely down and lost my motivation. Someone has said;
Bukankah keputusan di tangan awak sendiri?
Tho I wasn't really listen to it the moment I got the message. It remained in my memory until now. And somehow, I agree with it. In fact, I can say...I totally agree with it.
There is no point to give up at this stage. I am almost reaching the finishing line. I have been strong for more than one and half years. And, I only need to be strong for another one and a half months.
In our conversation yesterday, someone really close to me says;
( Saya pun diam...diam tak tahu nak kata apa lagi.)
Fisrt, I have to admit that my life have been seriously upside-down lately. Personal problem. This is definitely something I couldn't share with you guys in here. And since I cannot tell how I feel about it to anyone, it doesnt mean that it has no effect to my life at all. Seriously, I couldn't stop crying averytime I think of it. But, life goes on. I have many tasks in hand and that would be my priority now.
Thats what make me strong!.
I try to forget what happened and focus on my work.
But thats not the only reason for why life is being upside-down lately. The main reason is perhaps due to the workload I have in hand and my responsibility to finish them all. I have to do my work. Not only to work, but to present it to my beloved boss. =)
And, I'd like to express my gratitude and million thanks to everyone. Who have been supporting me for so long. Only Allah knows who you are to me. And, only Allah would pay you guys...for all your kindness and non-stop encouragements.
Silence.....
Better pen-off I guess.
Peace!
Will let my heart hibernating and..turn my brain to function to the max.
